Wheeeew, it's been a long time since I've spoken to you. I been busy. I got a lot on my plate as they say. Update: I got married, inherited two beautiful children and purchased a second home. My life has changed a little bit to say the least. Unfortunately I am not here to bask in my new found fortune. It's the opposite actually. Hmmmm, where do I begin? Lets start with fuck ya'll all of ya'll. If ya'll don't like me, blow me. As The Doctor Dre so eloquently put it. All day one line from that particular song kept running thru my head: Ya'll gonna fuck around and turn me back to the old me. I don't want that and neither does the rest of society. CANT I JUST DO ME?! I guess everyone thinks that since I've settled down I can't go back to the old me. News flash Walter Cronkite, old me didn't go anywhere, he's just been hibernating waiting for the chance to pounce. So here he is....
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, nobodies cool. Let me tell you something. Wait better yet let me drop some truth bombs on you. You think since Mike Tyson doesn't box anymore he cant still throw a punch that will send you into next week? I dare you, I double dog dare you. All ya'll that have been living this domestic life, wanting this domestic life, growing up dreaming of this domestic life, don't make you me by any stretch of the imagination. We are not the same people, I promise you. Walk a mile in my shoes.... PLEASE you couldn't take two steps in my shoes. Look at me, look thru me, avoid me, don't matter. You gonna feel me one way or the other. I have always claimed to be a Man in the Margin and ain't shit changed but the time (daylight savings). I have sat back and held my tongue, attempting to let things play themselves out. But shit, a man (especially one in the margin) can only take so much before things start to come to a head. Hence the reason for this post...
The pen is mightier than the sword. Whatever. Me writing this blog is mightier than me going to jail. I'm just trying to look out for my wife and our children. Plain and simple. The rest is just smoke and mirrors. So when, let's just call them them/they, start to fuck with that symbiosis it becomes a problem that needs to be addressed, and this is the platform I choose to exercise. Your welcome. If you know me, or knew me in the past, well then, you know what I'm capable of......
But let's end this on a positive note, that's what I preach. HA, gothcha! I caught you sleepin. I don't preach shit, I only speak. The last fast few months have been scary, funny. fun. tumultuous, infuriating, exciting, mind boggling etc. And I wouldn't trade one minute of it. Bring it on Appearancers, but don't get it twisted. I see thru your mask. I'll leave you with this gem "My mask of sanity is beginning to slip".
TBN OUT
Peaces and Creases
P.S.- I'm not as crazy as this post sounds
P.S.S.- Or am I.......?
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