It just hit me... I'm alone. Relativity speaking of course, I see other human beings on a regular basis but that's not what I mean. Loneliness can exist despite everyday action with your fellow peers. When I say loneliness I am speaking more on the mental aspect of isolation which I equate with the idea of being lonely. But I digress, to put it simply I don't feel those around me fully understand me or how my corrupted, eroded, berated mind still functions. The obligation I feel to concert with certain people, to provide a smile for a certain person, or even acknowledge a person for that matter. "I simply am not there".
I'm not done with this...
TBN
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ReplyDeleteWell put
ReplyDeleteEven the second attempt I had horrific grammatical errors. I apparently can not write a paragraph. Hopefully you get it.
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ReplyDeleteI think people shouldn’t look at themselves in such a negative way, and some people need to realize that the world just isn’t filled with sunshine and sunny days, or flowers in a field. Although, this world is full of an overwhelming amount stupid, negative, spiteful, generous, kind, and simply so innocent to this world, and all it’s corrupted people, and those who still not want to believe it’s so bad. Or, maybe if people could realize that they have seen and been through too much that no one no matter what others could never understand, maybe people like to live happily in their miserable existence never knowing how alone they are. I could say that you get what you give less, however sometimes you simply put more in than you get out, but who is counting after all. Also, people that simply not there could be checked out for a bit...maybe it’s time for people to be there. Live for the moment without having to make sure others are always happy in order to be happy themselves, and if said person or people are “alone” or “not there” could use this piece as self awareness wake up call. Otherwise, it’s an excuse not to have to “care”.Just saying my opinion