SILLY ME

Silly me... I fall for it every time. I think I epitomize the term sucker. Well I wouldn't go quite that far but it certainly feels like it. It's the feeling you get when you get taken in 3 card monty; you're not devastated so to speak but you feel foolish for even playing in the first place. "You're never too old". But it's for the best I suppose, whatever the fuck that means. "The glass is half full". I'm sure your''e trying to figure out what I'm referring to at this point and my answer is: I'm doing the writing here sooooo shut up and read, I may get there or I may not. I'm the writer remember? "The sky is the limit".
I'm going to pump my brakes here for a moment in fear of sounding petty. Which I am not, never have been never will be. I am more or less trying to figure out what the hell happened, I'm so confused. "You can do anything you put your mind to". Here is a nice comparison that just popped into my brain housing group: picture a detective witnessing an actual murder taking place before his eyes, and then have nothing to report after the fact. His colleagues are like, "dude you were there, how do you not know what happened?". And that is a fair question. However, it's like trying to solve a crime committed by Hannibal Lecter, just ask Jodie Foster.
Ok this is all sounding a bit dramatic as it very well may be, but not to fear because at the end of the day it's just more dumb shit we get ourselves into with high hopes and are ultimately let down yet again. "Live and learn". "Knick em dont cut em" is a phrase I often use when playing dominoes. It means, don't cut em wide open... just knick em. I just got knicked. Building my scar tissue.

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