Saturday, November 9, 2013

Reentry



When you get your post combat debriefing you don’t pay much mind to it because you’re on your way home and the war is in your rearview. What you don’t realize is that the war has hardly begun. I don’t excuse my actions after leaving Iraq, because I saw action in Iraq. Trust me I did some fucked up things in Iraq and fucked up things after I got out. I will never forget what a childhood friend told me after I finally calmed down. He said to me, “I had to stop hanging out with you because you were out of control”. 

Don’t get me wrong, I wouldn’t change anything I’ve done, I have no regrets. But that statement hit me pretty hard. They don’t tell you in the post combat debriefing that this might be how your life will be once you get out; that a childhood friend will tell you that he wouldn’t hangout with you because you were out of control.

To be continued....

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3 comments:

  1. That friend of yours is pulling you out of bed. He's a good friend bro!!

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  2. I havent seen him in 10 years, tried to catch up recently to no avail

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    1. seems like just yesterday. Yep, he's still pulling you out of bed still. Thats a good friend you have there bro.

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